In the Wind

[yesterday]

I can't sober up

Quick enough to think about this with a level head

Nothing's black or white

Take a closer look and tell me what the hell you find

Always fucking up

My heart is buried underneath the things we left behind

Loving you is tough

But I'd say that all the shit was worth it in the end

Can you say the same?

And can we work this out?

We're headed towards some darker days

But people find out some different ways

To cope with the fucked up shit inside our brains

Now the fire's rage

As I sit back and waste away

[guccihighwaters]

She show me how to live without sorrow

Baby I don't love you

I was sippin' out the bottle

Every breath I take in slower

Cause bitch I never cared

You know I'm used to cold shoulders

You know I can't think about that night

Cause every day there's a brand new lie

(i know my worth)

Yeah, I'm a fucking burden

(damn)

She smoking back to back

I got the Jack, it's going fast

I feel the weight up on my chest

The pressure, 'bout to snap

Anything we had and anything we promised

(This isn't gonna work, and I'm just being honest)

[Sample]

I can't see a thing that I don't like about you

But you will

Right now I can't

But you will

You know, you will think of things

And I'll get bored, and feel trapped

Because that's what happens with me

[thebreathingbackwards]

I felt the sting of the nicotine

As I beckon it in by a limousine

Supplement the sorrow

With a side effect of libertine

Worship it like an amphetamine

Blessin' my skin with the deader sheen

Show it off behind a wall

You built to bribe my demons to reconvene

Inside my head on my shoulders

I no longer fear getting older

All that the lies that you fed me

Have beaten me bitter

And hardened my heart like a boulder

It's colder

Colder than ice

Ice that will shatter and break the beholder

There's not enough hunger to heat it back up

So I sit by the smoulder and smolder

Now I don't sleep

Won't make a peep

Maybe a splash of the tears

That I paint on the sheets

Were we used to meet

Now all of the space that we shelter together

I find incomplete

Can't leave my bed

Can't even eat

Can't look at myself without owning defeat

I'm stuck with a mess of a head

And a heart that just won't fucking beat

Look, the way you left me got me jealous of the firewood

Couldn't leave this earth through spirits

Hopefully the pyre should

You saved me at a time when I had nothing to inspire good

But when you left, you crushed me in a way only a liar could

Don't play the fucking victim

• Artist:thebreathingbackwards