Darkness lyrics

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry

Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me

Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it

I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit

Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut

Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love

Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless

I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry

Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me

Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it

I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit

Heart breaks every time I see her face now

Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow

Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential

Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential

I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best

Now I'm fillin' up the bank cause I made it off of rap

But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have

It'll never go away, it'll never go away

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry

Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me

Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it

I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit

Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut

Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love

Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless

I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up

When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up

• Artist:Josh A
• Album:Disgrace