172 'Tis so much joy! 'Tis so much joy! [Russian translation]

'Tis so much joy! 'Tis so much joy!

If I should fail, what poverty!

And yet, as poor as I

Have ventured upon a throw;

Have gained! Yes! Hesitated so

This side the victory!

Life is but life, and death but death!

Bliss is but bliss and breath but breath!

And if, indeed, I fail,

At least to know the worst is sweet.

Defeat means nothing but defeat,

No drearier can prevail!

And if I gain, — oh, gun at sea,

Oh, bells that in the steeples be,

At first repeat it slow!

For heaven is a different thing

Conjectured, and waked sudden in,

And might o'erwhelm me so!

• Artist:Emily Dickinson