19 [English translation]

[Bridge 1]

Last time I was home was a long time ago

'Cause for some reason somebody took it away

They don't care about my life, I changed my plans

But now I have nowhere to go to live

I know for sure I'm not going to live to 20

[Hook]

Blue waves are calling me again to the sea

They don't feel sadness, love, or eternal loss

I wanted to be the same as everyone, but forgive me mom

Now I'm completely sure I won't live to 20

Stupid waves, they don't feel this

What's always ruining me and someday'll kill me

Nobody will ever wait for me after work at 5

'Cause now I know for sure I'm not going to live to 20

[Bridge 2]

Last time I was home was a long time ago

Because somebody broke me somewhere

Took away my heart and my childhood

I'll never see the life that's expected of me

[Verse 1]

So I hate all these attempts to change me

Sleepy faces from the morning, in a hurry to die

And I need your thoughts, they're already no help

And again you're trying to give me very sensible advice

But but I'd offer that your mouth would be better suited by scotch

[Hook]

Blue waves are calling me again to the sea

They don't feel sadness, love, or eternal loss

I wanted to be the same as everyone, but forgive me mom

Now I'm completely sure I won't live to 20

Stupid waves, they don't feel this

What's always ruining me and someday'll kill me

Nobody will ever wait for me after work at 5

'Cause now I know for sure I'm not going to live to 20

[Bridge 3]

Last time I was at home was when I still felt something

I could understand my thoughts and appreciate life

Well now I'm bored of it, I know better what to do

Your advice is just a thing, so keep your mouth shut

[Verse 2]

You will cry and be pissed off, get drunk with friends

Til the car on the street suddenly misses you

You're so afraid of disappearing, but you don't want to become like them

I no longer rely on anybody else to understand me

[Hook]

Blue waves are calling me again to the sea

They don't feel sadness, love, or eternal loss

I wanted to be the same as everyone, but forgive me mom

Now I'm completely sure I won't live to 20

Stupid waves, they don't feel this

What's always ruining me and someday'll kill me

Nobody will ever wait for me after work at 5

'Cause now I know for sure I'm not going to live to 20

[Outro]

Dirty waves, they don't listen to the heart

At night they don't cry, they don't believe in love

I don't want to be like them, it'd be easier to leave

Now I'm completely sure I won't live to 20

• Artist:ssshhhiiittt!
• Album:Фторая жизнь