Ham [English translation]

Good morning. You've worked hard, can I call you today?

Is this just the beginning? I wonder if you'll wake up soon.

Because I've gotten used to this body that jumps up at the cue of your heart beat.

The first thing I'll say is "Long time no see". I can only say that. That won't even come out of my mouth. The morning after I saw you in a dream, it hurts to breathe.

To the point of bruising.

Why did I keep trusting, pretending to accept you when you pulled away? Why? I want to be with you more, still. With you. With nothing left I can say, my heart loosens up.

I was eaten up by my position and little lies.

I was made to give up on a lot of things.

I can't even wish for those scars to be saved by someone who isn't me.

It's pathetic and it's shallow but

I want to hold your hand and walk together.

I want to feel the warmth of your blood and the distance of our pigments.

I want to be with you. What should I do?

There's nothing I can do.

Why is it that I'm scared of myself from that time I saw you pull back and was relieved?

Why? I want to be with you more, still. With you.

With nothing left I can say, my heart loosens up.

My weakness did nothing but hurt you.

I was made to give up on a lot of things.

It's not as simple as punishing my own terrible roots to solve everything.

It's pathetic and it's shallow but

I want to know about you until the end.

Both your hard heart and your sharp nails.

I think of you and I don't know what to do.

It's pathetic and I hid it,

but I want to hold your hand and walk together.

I want to be with you all the time in this crumbling world. I want to be with you. What should I do?

There's nothing I can do.

The first thing I'll say is "Long time no see". I can only say that. That won't even come out of my mouth. There's nothing to get excited over, but I can keep on living, searching for you.

• Artist:ACANE (ZUTOMAYO)
• Album:朗らかな皮膚とて不服