ALASKA [English translation]

Dad says, I don't have a good reputation.

Have tried too many guys.

Mama says, there's a curse on me.

Can only fail, no matter what I do.

Sometimes I think I'll get just as sick as everyone else.

They said I'm going crazy and yes, I’m slowly starting to believe them.

Minus seven degrees, I'm running alone through the city park

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

I don't know what love is

No matter how much I get, I need more of it.

It tears me apart, inside.

When I don't know where to get it again.

Even my therapist says he doesn't know what to do next.

My dark side, stronger than the white.

Youth was poisoned, the future uncertain, yes.

It's the way it is, yeah, it's the way it is, yeah.

Dad says, I don't have a good reputation (Dad says, I don't have a good reputation.)

Have tried too many guys (Have tried too many guys.)

Mama says, there's a curse on me. (Mama says, there's a curse on me.)

Can only fail, no matter what I do. (Mhh)

Sometimes I think I'll get just as sick as everyone else.

They said I'm going crazy and yes, I’m slowly starting to believe them.

Minus seven degrees, I'm running alone through the city park

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

It's snowing, snowing - ice age.

A fire burns inside me that wants to get out

Freeze to death without a family.

Have said it, have screamed it, but they don't believe it.

Okay, then without you guys, yes, I've known it since I was nine.

Build something for myself, yes, and then buy two houses.

Know what I've seen, learn from your mistakes.

Do it differently later, I'll do it differently later.

Dad says, I don't have a good reputation (Dad says, I don't have a good reputation.)

and punishes me with withdrawing his love. (and punishes me with withdrawing his love.)

Mama says, there's a curse on me. (Mama says, there's a curse on me.)

Can only fail, no matter what I do. (no matter, what I do).

Sometimes I think I'll get just as sick as everyone else.

They said I'm going crazy and yes, I’m slowly starting to believe them.

Minus seven degrees, I'm running alone through the city park

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

The down jacket keeps me warm, but in my heart is Alaska.

• Artist:Elif
• Album:NACHT (2020)