Alles, nur das nicht! [English translation]

You know I’d really do everything for you

I’ve proved it a hundred, no, a thousand times

I have sacrificed myself, I was rarely allowed to rest

Now I’m lying here on these bitter cold tiles

So afraid

I have devoted every one of my days to you

You are my centre point, I dedicate my life to you

My being seems decayed, it faded with time

I was deaf, in thrall and blindly and mutely loyal to you

You lead me

What you ordered, I did happily

You are the sun to me, you are my star

I know that it’s not wise

That I took the path with you

Don’t punish me now with deprivation

Why don’t you ever get enough?

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, I want to give you the cosmos

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, I don’t want to think of the consequences

I am ready for every step and every misdeed

But what you want now is cruel and goes too far for me

Until tonight souvenirs were enough for you

Only trivialities, lifeless, severed, expendable

There is a constantly growing desire, yes, I feel it

Now you have new wishes, bigger and dangerous ones

No, leave me

I should leave you, it’s not too late yet

At the thought, panic takes me captive

You have sown a kernel of revulsion in my heart

I beg you, you can’t ask that of me

Just not that

What you ordered, I did with pleasure

You are my star and my sun

I was always so servile

But now you want far too much

You have a gruesome goal

You’re playing a murderous game

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, I want to give you the cosmos

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, I don’t want to think of the consequences

I am ready for every step and every misdeed

But what you want now is cruel and goes too far for me

The pressure is too high

And your voice whispers unceasingly

It pesters me

The pressure is too high

I slowly notice I can’t win

Whatever I do

The pressure is too high

Wherever I go, your gaze and your face

Follow me

The pressure is too high

Thus you smash my defense into pieces

My will breaks

The pressure is too high, I let go

I see the danger but now it’s clear to me

It makes no sense to keep withholding myself from you

It’s obvious that to resist

Just fuels and provokes you further

It will increase your desire even more

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, and now there are no limits

I always want to do everything for you

Everything, truly everything, don’t think of the consequences

I am ready for every step and every misdeed

I am ready, I am ready

• Artist:ASP
• Album:Verfallen - Folge 1: Astoria