Auf der Suche [English translation]

This book does not end for me yet

Unfortunately I can't say anything anymore, so I just end it anyways

Oh, I am just a small boy who is so sad

Here a day is worth as much as a moment

Look at me, I am a living wreck

Because I do not enjoy living anymore

What's up with me? What has become of me?

Why do I only see the past but not the future?

I want to feel again what it means to be free

What do remember people but I can't think of anyone

Always the same hatred, always the same rage

Same room, same bed, same pillowcase

You can do what you want to, it's a vicious circle

Good or bad - someday the devil will be coming for you

Nobody can tell me anything, except the evil inside of me

Because everybody comes into my world loose his splendor

You took your coat off and stood in the rain.

You were always crazy like that

We are searching but it's not always easy

It's the scream for freedom that reaches up to heaven

Open your eyes and think it could be worse

No matter what happened, it will remain to be a part of your memory

If you pray to God, tell him that you need His help

He won't leave you alone, no, he'll help you out

Just believe in it, all of this is real!

When we die someday we have finally reached the aim

But, thank God, it's still a long way up to this

It's a matter of give and take, homie, not that of a lonely fighter

You have to change yourself, your negative self

Give yourself and your heart a bit of confidence

Don't give up, no! Your life could be fun too

You only have to do something for it, that's it!

You have to realize that there's something bad too

It's not nice, everybody knows that it's ugly

Just believe in it, all of this is real!

When we die someday we have finally reached the aim

So don't give up! It's not always easy!

And think about one thing: You're not in the minority!

This vicious circles gets me again

I have to think of it every night and have to cry again

It feels so sad that I am at the end now

Ask myself where have the inner qualities gone these days

I can't accept that life is huge fight

But unfortunately, God, I don't prevail

It makes no sense anymore, I don't see any way out

You don't always get what you see

Call it the way you like to, misery, I've gone through it

And after such a long time I still did not establish myself

Things will never change, everything seems to remain cold

It can't go on this way anymore, I have to throw the towel

But that is not easy, it's really hard for me

It's not easy if you know that the end is close

You took your coat off and stood in the rain.

You were always crazy like that.

• Artist:Bushido
• Album:ersguterjunge Sampler Vol. 1 - Nemesis