Ben Bir Palyaçoyum [English translation]

My dreams get shattered with the south winds

It rains heavily my house gets flooded

I find the holes on the sidewalks

My neck breaks with a smile on my face

My destiny finds a vecihle with broke breaks

It finds me waiting on a stop

8 out of my 9 lives are already gone

The remaning one's killer is unknown

I'm a clown

While I smile I cry on the inside

I'm a clown

While I make people laugh I cry behind the curtain

I get shot in an alley on January

Or I become a hero on the 19th

I get detention at school if I don't show my hair

Or my pencil gets broken and I get sentenced

While no one listens to all this

Only my phone listens to me

Even though my body had been carved from stone

My freak soul gets devistated by mere words

I'm a clown

While I smile I cry on the inside

I'm a clown

While I make people laugh I cry behind the curtain

While I wait for the life standing on one leg

They call me spoilsport all the time

I'm a clown

While I smile I cry on the inside

I'm a clown

While I make people laugh I cry behind the curtain

I'm a clown...

I'm a clown...

• Artist:maNga
• Album:E-Akustik - 2012