Kipua [English translation]

I'm not afraid, I tolerate it, I know

But when I look at you, I'm a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you would never get cold again

Pain

I've sailed on the other side of the seas

What comes to anger, seen how another dies

Seen cancer eating a life

Seen violence, man hitting a woman

I've sat beside, felt that shit

From that look I can see you've gone through that journey

I'll leave at 27, like Winehouse

And there's nothing left of me other than ashes and longing

Say what you're careful about, be careful what you say

I can't unload these anymore at anyone

Even though it's hard for me to breathe

Be sober, especially at so young

It's your decision whether it's heaven or underworld

But I know it will come across eventually

And everyone that leaves come across in there

Chorus:

I'm not afraid, I tolerate it, I know

But when I look at you, I'm a silent girl

I want you to sleep next to me

So you would never get cold again

Pain

I'm scared and I wanna cry

I'm alive, but I wanna run away from my soul

Although I respect what is mine

I look through my own eyes, not through Bible or Koran

I live by my own rules

Nothing comes between me and my religion, It's real

At least inside my head

You walk for years with patches on so you can't see anything

How the world crumbles under your feet

I wish this fucking nightmare was just a dream

I would never be cold again

And you have time to live as long as that clock ticks

Everything stops eventually

I hold on to it so I can't do anything but stay still

And maybe I can sometimes tell someone about this

This is a fear of dying

Chorus

Everything ends eventually

Not this at least not this at least

Pain

Everything ends eventually

Not even death will hold me still

Everything ends eventually

not this at least not this at least

Pain

Everything ends eventually

not this at least not this at least

Pain

• Artist:Mikael Gabriel
• Album:Mun maailma (2013)