La fine [English translation]

I apologize to whom I betrayed, and fuck off every enemy

Winning or losing, for me it is always the same shit

And it doesn’t matter how many people I have seen, how many people I have met

This life has conquered me, and I have conquered it

“This life” my mother told me “has to be lived, my son,

This life doesn’t look at you straight in the eyes, at best it spits into them”

I just clean up my face with the sleeve of my jacket

And when someone holds you down, you have to be the first to attack.

I have never managed that, I’ve always been beaten up,

And always pissed off, until my breath gets lost

The end will come, but it won’t be the end

And just like every time I wait, standing in a thousand queues

With your number in my hand and a close-up on you

Like a wonderful movie that unfortunately no one is going to watch.

I don’t know who I am and I’m scared to find out,

I’m looking at my face in the mirror but I wouldn’t be able to draw a picture of it

As I’m talking to you, I’ve always been talking about my own life,

I can’t do it all again and telling it is so hard for me.

Chorus (x2) I wish that tomorrow was today in a second

To start all over again, to upset all my plans,

‘Cause it will be better and I will be better

Like a wonderful movie that leaves everybody speechless.

It seems unreal to me as it has always been

Easy, sweet ‘cause as bitter as in the past

All this has changed me

And maybe I’ve let my paranoia and thousands of other mistakes

Steal the time of my life

I’m weird I admit it, and I matter more than any fault

But someone up there looked down at me and told me:

“I’m saving you this time, as every time before”.

I would like to do so much but I’m still standing here,

I look at life through photographs and one more winter has come,

I never ever change about that, I always destroy everything,

If I’ve let you down apologizing won’t help.

Chorus (x2)

• Artist:Nesli
• Album:Fragile - Nesliving Vol. 2