Se ei olekaan niin [English translation]

Child on my door, so pathetic

he's selling Spring Bee*

he addresses formally and he says good day

the dishes stink, I'm ashamed

I thought that time would eat my sadness

and that hope would surpass my despair

I thought that every night ends

to the rays of light

But it's not like that

I don't have any money, the child leaves

the hall enlarges and decreases

I almost shout him to come back

I am crazy and I am mad

I always thought that something would stay

something that can't be rased

can't tear it even though the goodbye is said

But it's not like that

and somewhere outside are you and new

tense forced cheerfullness

I am blood, I am violence

I want to shout and hurt

I thought that the hate will get tired

that the sadness would die or dim

I thought that the pain goes away

just disappears

But it's not like that

I thought that I control this

my mind and my life

yea, I thought that you and her

will just be forgotten

But it's not like that

it's not like that

it's not like that

it's not like that

• Artist:Maija Vilkkumaa
• Album:Se ei olekaan niin