Upon The Surface lyrics

[Verse 1: Spoonfull]

I’m so fucking unlucky to be so lucky

Every now and then I wish I could like myself as much as you love me

I paint the walls a different hue just to change the scenery

And find myself a different you to see what others see me in

Sick of putting pressure on the holes in my skin

To stop the bleeding, I might give it a brush to paint the meaning

Like hush, I swallow it to kill the black

I’m running through the quick sand (I’m tempted, there’s a pill for that)

Take a little piece that’s hanging off the edge and peel it back

You pretend you feel the muscles, pretend that I don’t feel the fat

My friends are so hip that I should probably let em dress me

I should let their tattoos and cigarettes impress me

I should let their supersexy music taste affect me

Unfortunately I don’t give a fuck if you accept me

There’s lipstick and PBR in the pothole

Cause I told all the atheists bitches it was a foxhole

[Hook]

Someone else or I’ll explode

Upon the surface for

[Verse 2: Sadistik]

Why don’t you put away the gun?

I taste the barrel on my tongue and I can’t look away or run

I’d let you cook my brain and lungs

If that’s what it’s gonna take to make my crooked face adjust

I push away the love, you don’t look the same as us

So I stay alive in case that I mistook the hate for trust

I’m Kid A with the switchblade

Make the pockets bloody I’m in rainbows come and taste my pablo honey

And I will side-by-side again while I’m mourning and my morning breath is cyanide and gin

How many hues of blue hide behind a grin?

I don’t know but they usually do in spite of my intents

When I walk alone in a skeleton that’s not my own

No I’m not embellishing, I’m telling it with honest tones

I’ll explode because I know nothing helps

Floating on the surface wishing I could be

[Hook]

Someone else or I’ll explode

Upon the surface for

• Artist:Sadistik
• Album:Other Songs (2014)