Värifilmi [English translation]

I stopped messing around, it was the best thing ever,

But tell me who can love a broken head

Who's quiet and strange cause head is stuck

I only see nightmares in my dreams,

In them I'm chased or loved ones are slayed

How can I stay strong in the mornings,

Or in evenings when I revolve in my emotions and i'm annoyed,

When I can't sleep even when pills tire me

Have you met anyone as embarrassing

All those dopes left an empty feeling, ah,

That's why I'm sometimes so awkward,

Like this would be a dinner arranged by my boss

Unknown ghosts walk past me,

My meds block me from feeling

I'd like to cry but that's just not possible,

I'd like to laugh but that's just not possible

Step by step

I climb back to the world, near to the light

Back to you

With each picture I paint, with new colors,

A new story, a beautiful scenery

And I come to you

I should have realized from other's mistakes,

I did promise I wouldn't follow my brothers' path

I took and smoked drugs, seperated from my group,

After all that it's a wonder I'm still breathing

Seducing girls and drunken bragging,

Friends one by one shouted "Stop being a mess"

It took me way too long to realize it,

Now I have goals and I want to reach them

When she heard of my bad years,

My mom said that life needs to be a color film

Before it was a haze, I'm seeking a new one,

I'm devolping all the time to a better direction

But the weight of this on my shoulders I can't understate,

When mom got sick I couldn't process

You're everything to me, I own you this verse,

I would give away everything to make you healthy again

Step by step

I climb back to the world, near to the light

Back to you

With each picture I paint, with new colors,

A new story, a beautiful scenery

And I come to you

And I come to you

And I come to you

Wrong choices drop me to the bottom

Those hard times I wanted to forget,

But they follow next to me and remind,

That I should never give up

Wrong choices drop me to the bottom

Those hard times I wanted to forget,

But they follow next to me and remind,

That I should never give up

Step by step

I climb back to the world, near to the light

Back to you

With each picture I paint, with new colors,

A new story, a beautiful scenery

And I come to you

• Artist:Nikke Ankara
• Album:Nikke tulee kotiin