La fine [English translation]

I ask forgiveness to those I have betrayed, and fuck all of my enemies

If I win or if I lose, it's always the same shit

And it doesn't matter how many people I've met nor how many I've known

This life has conquered me and I have conquered it

"This life" my mom said "will continue, my son, this life doesn't look you in the eye but spits in your face"

I wipe it off every time with my jacket's sleeve

And when you are stepped on, you should be the first to strike back

But I haven't done that, I have always taken it instead

And I am always angry, until I can't breathe

The end will arrive, but it won't be the end

And like every time I will have to wait and to look over a thousand files

With your number in hand and you in the foreground of my mind

Like a beautiful movie that no one will ever see

I don't know who they are and I'm scared to find out

I look myself in the mirror but I couldn't draw myself

While I talk to you, I always talk of this life of mine

I can't say everything and to tell it all is a great effort

I wish it were today, and in a minute it would be tomorrow

To start it all over again, to upturn all of my other plans

Because it would be better, and I would be better

Like a beautiful movie that leaves everyone speechless

This doesn't seem real to me, and I don't recognize it

Easy, bittersweet, like the past

All this has changed me

And perhaps my best years were stolen

From my paranoia and from a thousand other mistakes

I'm odd, I admit it, and I have more than one fault

But someone up above looked at me and said

"I'll save you this time, just like the last time"

There's so much I'd like to do, but I just remain here

I watch life pass by in pictures and already winter has returned

I never change anything, never, and I destroy everything, always

If I have disappointed you, asking forgiveness won't help anyone

I wish it were today, and in a minute it would be tomorrow

To start it all over again, to upturn all of my other plans

Because it would be better, and I would be better

Like a beautiful movie that leaves everyone speechless

• Artist:Nesli
• Album:Fragile - Nesliving Vol. 2