Mul ei oo lapsuudensankarii [English translation]

I changed my last name back to my father’s name

when my stepdad said I’m not his daughter

Six-year-old, waited for my brothers to come home from school

In the song Agnetha was thanking the music

Brothers wete dragged to the town hall

I’m offering a Pectus drop to Paavo

I stayed to play their Atari

because I was left home alone again

Under our skin, there’s lizard green

I’m watching the stars from behing the kennels

Red teeth from a color tablet

I rip my own faces off of photos

And when I can’t handle the reality

I’ll fall asleep in the closet

There I invent a new world

there I’ll wake in the morning

When playing house I’m the family dog

miracle baby, magic son

I’m the santa in penkkarit*

on graduation day I’m working for others

I’ve believed in God

and fucked my cousin

with both I agreed

that this probably won’t continue

Oh

my songs

Fly away from here

Oh

Carry on somewhere

when I die

Images of pop stars

I don’t remember Tiina Lillak**

I’m not some soldier

I don’t have a childhood hero

Hitting the bottom in cars***

And I’m not some soldier

I don’t have a childhood hero

Twelve years old getting my stomach pumped

Learned that I shouldn’t drink this much

Girls don’t act like that

I was taught in school

The patterns of the ceilinh pine panel

resemble magical creatures

Of cource I’ll make some mistakes with their upbringing

even tho I lovingly care for my little brothers

Like when I let them watch the Blairwitch Project too early

Look mom

I did leave looking like this

The same goddamn kid

Yes, it’s just me

Oh

Carry on somewhere

when i die

Images of pop stars

I don’t remember Tiina Lillak**

I’m not some soldier

I don’t have a childhood hero

Hitting the bottom in cars***

And I’m not some soldier

I don’t have a childhood hero

• Artist:Vesala
• Album:Etsimässä rauhaa