Koska mä pelkään [English translation]
Koska mä pelkään [English translation]
Do you have a moment to talk? Because I'm afraid.
If I can't find happiness on my own, it's your fault
Here's the problem, it doesn't sound good now.
I'd still do anything to have you accept me (yeah)
And because I'm afraid, I have to make this clear to you
And whenever I'm afraid, you need to calm me down
I don't want nuclear war, so before you leave me, I'll leave you
I'll drag us both to the bottom
I push you, push you away when I can't tell if this is real
Or if you're leading me on
You cry and ask me why love tastes bad
Because I'm afraid, because I'm afraid you'll beat me up, that's why I'm afraid
We'll both be strangled if we go any further
Because I'm afraid (yeah)
Because I'm afraid you'll shoot me in the back
I'm so terribly afraid, if only I didn't have to be afraid anymore
I peel you open and dive into your head when I'm afraid again
I force you to open up to me a little more
I told you about my traumas, that's why I'm asking more of you
I'm always open, can my attachment model be such a terrible disease
When I'm afraid, I'm glued to you
My inner child is an orphan, squashed on the ground
I push you, push you away when I can't tell if this is real
Or if you're leading me on
You cry and ask me why love tastes bad
Because I'm afraid, because I'm afraid you'll beat me up, that's why I'm afraid
We'll both be strangled if we go any further
Because I'm afraid (yeah)
Because I'm afraid you'll shoot me in the back
I'm so terribly afraid, if only I didn't have to be afraid anymore
I really don't want to be like this, I just want to be safe
This isn't a plea for forgiveness, just a fact that our pack is beginning to crumble
Because I'm afraid, because I'm afraid you'll shoot me in the back
I'm so terribly afraid, far too afraid
If only I didn't have to be afraid anymore
- Artist:Keko Salata